good weather & good news

finally.... some weather that is tolerable.

we packed pb&j's for the kids, ran by jimmy johns for us (have you been there? ), and picnicked at the park. it was fantastic. jude kept telling us it was a beautiful day to do things (ie. play, run, drive, golf). greta was so happy to play outside, i keep trying to tell her that walking would make playing so much better but she ignored me.

swinging can make any day brighter....

... but underdogs complete it.

oh, in case you were wondering what trevan was doing at the park in the middle of the day....

.... its because he got some really great news. after 2 years of searching for the perfect job/fit he was hired at charles schwab yesterday. we were so close to moving to chicago for this same position and then he got hired here. its been a long time coming for trevan and i don't think i have seen trevan this happy since he left his last job, and that 3 1/2 years ago. really, he is THRILLED. its hard enough to find a job in this economy not mention one you want!

i am so very proud of trevan and how he has turned out. growing up i thought that you either had everything or you had nothing, high risk and high return. there is nothing wrong with that mentality and some people thrive in that environment. in fact, that is how my dad saw things and how he supported 6 kids. i loved our "fancy" lifestyle growing up.... however, i have learned that with highs there are lows, and the lows are pretty low. you don't always get the high return. i am grateful that i have a husband with a consistent job, and he is working his way up the old fashioned way. trevan is patient and is okay with not being a millionaire today. if you would have asked me at 18 if i would be okay with not being "rich" at 27 i would have laughed. i remember my high school boyfriend telling me that if we got married i wouldn't be able to shop at banana republic and nordstrom, i was mad at him for days. i was a spoiled brat. i am glad that i learned better and grew up a lot. i now know that to really succeed you need patience, hard work, and honesty and if you play your cards right it will pay off in the end. i mean what is "rich" anyway? i feel rich even if it's not what our cultures views as wealth.

trevan takes care of us and we have more than we need.

we are happy.

congratulations senor!

we're gonna sing about brooke...

... cause she's a little girl.

{brooke got a cd when she was about 7 from our aunt eileen that only sang songs about brooke. i'm pretty sure it was a big trend in the 90's... anyway, i loved the cd too and learned to sing-a-long with all of them. they were totally cheesy and i was totally jealous that i didn't have a more ordinary name. i still sing them to this day.}

yesterday brooke turned the ripe old age of 24 and we celebrated as only we williams can do.... eating, shopping, and eating. what else would we do? no one needs to hear me blog anymore than i already have for my love for brooke, she is my bestest bestie. i am so glad that brooke was born, i am afraid robyn would have been sorely disappointed had i been the only sister. its amazing having so many sisters, 3 built in best friends. families are good, sisters are better.

i gave her these amazings for her birthday but wound up giving her this too.

n.a.s.t.y.

i am a very picky eater with no use for fancy food.

happy birthday
brooke christine!

Round 11: Jude vs. Pulse Dye Laser

how are we here again?

today jude was the bravest boy ever. if you are looking for a hero, jude is your boy. the whole crew (nannie, daddie, anesthesiologist, student anesthesiologist, dermatologist, 2 nurses, and some other odd man who is always there) thought he was the bravest. no tears today, not a one.

on the way to the hospital early this morning jude told us he wasn't going to cry today. trev and i just nodded and said "okay, bud" and kind of rolled our eyes, prepared for a long emotional day. we should have known better because if you want to know one thing about my jude is that he is determined (example: after a 30 minute tantrum @ target yesterday over a toy, my mom said to me "you know if he can channel that determination into something good, he will change the world."). jude set his mind on being brave and not crying, and he was. brave as we walked into the familiar hospital, brave as they dosed him to calm, brave as they put him to sleep, brave awaking to strangers, brave as they pulled out his IV, all around bravery. like i said, my hero. whether or not his new "millennium falcon" shirt had anything to do with it, i do not know. jude seems to think so, i mean would han solo cry?

i was thinking today, how many 4 year olds do you know who have gone under GA 13 times? what about grown adults? no one should have to, especially jude. when i voiced this thought today around the anesthesiologist he told me no one should ever have to, its not an ideal experience, and it can be really scary. sometimes i feel guilty about what i subject jude to. is it really necessary? who knows..... most of the time i think it is necessary but as i am walking out of the OR (time after time) i feel like leaving my baby in the arms of a surgeon and a anesthesiologist is not really necessary. the procedures do work, his birthmark is lightening and he has never had any complications from GA. so maybe it is worth it, i just hope jude agrees with me in years down the road.

needless to say, jude is strong and he amazes me, everyday but especially today.

a drugged 4 year old is REALLY hilarious. jude nearly fell off the bed twice, walked into a glass door, fell a couple of times, and said some really funny things. its a good thing he can sleep off the drugs and wake up feeling like himself again.

"..... i can hardly wait, to see you come of age, but i guess we'll both just have to be patient. beautiful, beautiful, beautiful boy."

p.s. i love you, for loving jude.

dear trevan.....

i'll take 1 of these to go..... thanks.

xo,

me

our trip | san francisco

{en route}

we stayed a night in reno on our way and jude was so excited that our hotel was called "circus circus". i think he was more than a little disappointed.

{our hosts}

my oldest brother bryce and his family hosted us at their home. they were the ULTIMATE hosts and my kids were so excited to be with their "cool" cousins.

you don't hear much about bryce on my blog, he kind of has a strained relationship with our family. i wish there was more of him (and his family) in my life. it's funny how someone that has pretty much been gone for 18 years is so familiar to you after 2 minutes with them. he's my brother, he's always been there, we are the same, and forever intertwined. i love him. like i said, i wish things were different but i will take what i can get. it was wonderful spending a week with him and his family, seeing their wonderful life, and getting to know them all over again.

{the city...part 1}

we may have chosen the worst day to go to the city. this was our view when we crossed golden gate bridge but even in fog & rain the bridge took my breath away.

instead of braving the rain we decided to take the kids to the exploratorium. have you been there? turns out it is amazing, i think trevan and i enjoyed it more than the kids. if you have the chance run, don't walk.

lisa & mirabelle

lisa & asher (bryce had a last minute call and couldn't join us)

miranda is an angel.... always has been. she was so adorable with both my kids but especially greta. i barely saw or held greta the entire time we were there. she was mesmerized by her oldest (and most beautiful) cousin.

i had to document jude's time out tantrum after he wandered too far.

after the rain passed through, the city was GLORIOUS. we went to chinatown and loved seeing everyone getting ready for the huge chinese new year parade they were having the next day.

the kids all got chinese pajamas, of course jude had to match asher. they are both karate kids (more on that later) after all.

greta has the new smile/face, she pushes her jaw forward and grins. all you see is her bottom teeth and its hilarious.

{armstrong woods}

how do places like this exist? so beautiful.

i need northern california in my life.

meet champ....

the baby of the williams family. he and greta were best friends and ever since we left her favorite word is dooooggggg.

worlds biggest slug.

where bryce and lisa live is so beautiful. they are 45 minutes away from the most beautiful places. i don't know why anyone would want to live anywhere else, i certainly don't.

the root system of a redwood tree.... these trees are seriously impressive.

{fort ross}

fort ross is an old russian settlement in jenner. i did not know places like this existed in the united states. i thought for sure i was somewhere in great britain not california.

beautiful miranda

.... a closer look at jude's cannon face.

i so love you sir jude.

100 ft from the fort lies the ocean, in all is majestic beauty.

angel girls.

{a day at dillon beach}

i love lisa.

i can barely remember a time when she wasn't around. her laugh is contagious and she is one of the most free spirits i know. lisa is a sprite and totally belongs in another generation.

greta was unsure of the sand for about 10 seconds and then decided she was in love.

my brother, bryce.

(how is this the only picture i got the entire trip?)

handsome father & pretty daughter

the kids played and played and played until eventually jude fell in the ocean and greta had sand in every crevice of her body. i am so glad i let myself get talked into going to the beach.

we had a great time staying with bryce and lisa. they treated us like royalty. our wish was their command and they even took us out to the coolest steakhouse in san francisco for an adult dinner. a good time was had by all, trevan got to go on scenic bike rides with bryce and jude found a new best friend in asher. we will most definitly be making this exact same trip next year.

{the city part 2)

we had always planned on staying one night at paige's but after a rained out city i knew i needed more. paige kindly offered to let us stay and extra night at her house and my wish was granted.

trevan and i went on our honeymoon to san francisco. we were there for a week, with no car. needless to say, we got to know the city pretty well. i fell in love instantly. it my kind of city, my heaven. all you new york lovers? well, you can have it. i'll take my san francisco any day. my heart literally races when i am in the city. i know it sounds lame, but the city loves me too. oh, and the golden gate bridge.... don't even get me started. when i was going through some hard times and therapy a few years back my point of strength for some reason was the golden gate bridge. i am in love.

dear san francisico,

i love you.

love,

kennan.

the painted ladies aka the "full house" house

we tried to find these on our honeymoon.... everyone thought we were crazy but full house was so much a part of our childhood. this time around, we knew we had to find it.

me, my bridge, and my kids.

p.s. and now you know.

2 p.s. thanks again to paige for hosting us while being 9 months pregnant. she is my "bister" and i love her.