another year older and wiser too

it was my birthday yesterday.... i am officially 27 and it feels old. i don't feel like i am 27, but i don't think i have ever felt any age. i have just felt like me. i have done a lot in my 27 years and i am truly blessed and loved and i live a privileged life. i don't feel like i have missed out on anything, except the part where i became an adult.

the actual birthday part of my birthday was a doozy. first off, trevan was in chicago for work and secondly my mom's knee completely gave out (acl) while at my birthday lunch which resulted in us spending the rest of the day in the ER with her.... my poor mommie. trevan got home late and once he was home we fought over the significance of birthdays. it was a bad day, a bad day even if it wasn't my birthday. i don't like my person (i.e. trevan) being gone and i definitely don't like seeing my mom in pain. i guess that's the bad part of growing up, you sort of have to do so. i really hope this year is better than the day.

but alas, don't feel too bad for me because hopefully we are going out tonight to celebrate. that should make things a little better.

so what if i am still a little bit of a big baby?