Monday, April 19, 2010

re-me



it has been pretty rough for me the past week or so. it is in times like these i really have to reevaluate who kennan is. as much as i want to blog about what's been going on (and believe me i do) some things are far too personal to blog about, even for me. my life has been turned upside down. its time to rediscover me, find out who i am and what i want. i know what part i play in my life (mother, wife, sister, daughter, comic relief, bossy, friend, nosy) but who is underneath all of those things? do i even still like who i am? i sure hope so because i am at crossroads and i really need to know what i want and need and who i am.

wish me luck?

am i the only one who wishes they knew what to expect and what was ahead? maybe not, because there is no way we would chose it..... even if it was good for us. i hate not being in control.



10 comments:

  1. well I know who you are.
    your kennan.
    and I like you :)

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  3. Control is over-rated, sweetie. And I think you really DO know who you are and how truly unique and amazing it all is! Don't forget...just think back and remember. I love YOU!! XOXOX

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  4. we all know who you truly are and that's what makes everybody that knows you love you. you are amazing and bring so much joy into the lives of those around you. i'm so proud to call you mine.

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  5. I also hate not being in control. HATE IT. and even though we used to be arch enemies (ha ha)...I think you are pretty freaking amazing. Keep up the good work

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  6. I hear ya Kennan . . . just remember WE ALL go through these uncertain crazy out of control times! Just hang in there and remember the BIG picture. And seriously, count your blessings. You are a beautiful woman with darling kids and an amazing husband. You have a nice home with running water, clean sheets, a family that adores you, and you DO know who you are! Don't lose sight of truly all you DO have. I know it's hard at times, though. :/

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  7. Don't you go changing I have known you for 16 years from that day you impressed me with your back walk-over and right then I knew how cool you were and that we should be friends forever! So just turn on some M.J. and watch our videos and love yourself cause who doesn't love you!!!!

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  8. I always love a good evaluation of myself....I think you will like what you find. I love you and hope things are getting better sister bear! It has been a couple of very hard weeks. You have all the love and support you need from all 6.75 of us down south.

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  9. Kennan i think you are amazing! I have only emailed you before and have breifly met you from your blog. I think you are awesome and i barely know you! have faith in yourself and keep on beleiving!

    -Mateah

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  10. Would it help to know I think you are AMAZING?!!!

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