Wednesday, May 26, 2010

lest you were concerned...


greta is a normal 2 year old.


i am a little worried that i may project greta to be not all the way 'there' mentally sometimes on this blog and that is not the case. i want to set the record straight.

people think that because greta is different and developmentally slow that she must be mentally slow as well. i have people tell me (including family) that greta is precious, special and sweet spirited which she is.... but not in the way they saying it. i often get looks and words of sadness and understanding, like i should be sad about her and what she will miss out on. i have even had people ask me questions like if ever walk or if she will go to a "normal" school or if she will ever get married. really, people?!?! i can't predict the future but i can guarantee you that she will do what ever she sets her mind to and she is perfectly mentally capable to do so and yes, if she gets married she will probably walk down the aisle. greta will not miss out on anything.

i know people mean well and are not entirely informed on the whole greta situation and probably just trying to be nice and don't know what to say. so let me try to explain better.... greta is not a sweet spirit that needs to have her heart blessed, nor is she different from any other (amazingly cute) 2 year old. YES, she is developmentally slow with walking and talking but everything else is in place. believe me, we have had her tested. if i seem to complain about her not being "normal" its because i hate that she can't run around with her cousins and how it makes her cry, i hate that she can't dance on her feet like she wants to right now, and i really hate that she ruins all of her pants by crawling everywhere! we all get frustrated because she can't say what she wants to say and that i have to translate greta-language. i know that not walking and talking at 2 years old is not "normal" and that maybe those things go hand in hand with mental handicapped children, but not for grets. not being able to do things like other kids makes it harder for her... and let's be honest, for me. i am the one that gets my feelings hurt, not greta. parenting and loving her is easy but learning patience in parenting her is really hard. nothing with her has gone as planned. whenever i have a "poor greta/poor me" moment she goes and does something totally outrageous like walking across the room or climbing on the counter. greta is a crazy 2 year old who is figuring out her world, just like everyone else. she is not mentally challenged and she is not predictable.

no one will label her, including me.
remind me of that, will you?

like today when she decided to wash her hair and then bathe in the mud.

or when she poses for pictures all through out dinner.

she is delectable.


and so is her ever-so-handsome big brother jude.
(he is doing his trademark sound effect here. one day i will get on video and you all will be amazed.)


9 comments:

  1. I think it's one thing for someone to feel they relate to what you're going through - and share their experience. Even if their child is physically and\or mentally different.
    But I don't understand those who have no right to say anything about anything - but feel they do. Some people have no filter and no self control. They don't realize how their words or action make others feel.
    Sorry you have to go through that :[ But Greta's a rockstar! She's too cute for her own good! And I think once she starts walking, there will be no stopping her! And she's lucky to have a momma who has her back!!

    Alright - I've probably said too much. G'night!

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  2. Oh wow that picture of her posing is the best I love it. She is going to have just as much spunk as you. I can't wait. Tell Jude he has a date for the prom already.
    No not me. One of my many daughters.

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  3. Greta is absolutely ADORABLE! She is SO lucky to have such a great set of parents and family! She's such a rockstar and will continue to be! You'll be chasing her around in no time. Every parent has their moments of frustrations, but at the end of the day, you look at them and can't help but snuggle with those precious littles! Sadly, raising kids isn't always easy but it's the end result that makes such a difference! Keep it up- you're awesome!

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  4. Kennan, she is the best! I am sorry you have to deal with that. Your kids are amazing, truly.

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  5. I think they're both perfect! enjoy who and what they are! Who decides what "social norms" are anyway?

    My kids LOVE to read your blog. I'm convinced that you could show up at my door and no questions asked you'd have ready, willing and excited sitters :)
    They're in love with your kids and have never met them. I love them!

    Greta is Greta and that's what she's supposed to be! There are worse things than not walking or talking at two. Honestly people....

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  6. Oh Greta, you amaze me! SO adorable and so, so silly! XOXO

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  7. Kennan...havent been on the blogging world for a long time now...but as always you are inspiring and amazing....and thats why your children are growing up just like you!!

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  8. Love this post! Amen to it all!

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  9. I love the pictures. Your kids are so cute!

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